im stressed... stressed out from the new semester which started like 2weeks ago.
I know right?! Stressing so fast eventhough class has just started for 2 weeks. Argh~ I think im getting too old for this. (>.<)
Sometimes i wonder; did i made the right decision entering this art college.
Arts has always been part of life, and i love arts regardless of. But when it starts becoming a job, im afraid i might just hate it.
See, i use to draw to pass my time; when i want, how i want and where i want.
But when there are ways to drawing the RIGHT way, suddenly it doesn't feel so much fun anymore.
I thought art was supposed to be coming out of a person's imaginative creativity, there shouldn't be a right or wrong way to it.
For example: i can draw anime and make it look like the anime when i did it my way, w/o worrying about proportions etc. But now, when i have to follow proportions, my art looks like shyt! WHY?
Urgh, i suck at body proportions... hate it.
But if i do it my way in college, im wrong wrong wrong... U HAVE TO DO IT OUR WAY!
OMFG... yesh, ToA has came up with their way, everything has to be their way. Not our way, then no way.
And as for us Illustration students or future student who wants to major in Illustration at this college, fair warning, T** has moved some of our Illustration subjects over to the Digital Animation major.
So basically, im not sure what we are gonna learn now. It's sad really, how could they do that? Its our subject.
It is also said that T** doesn't want the student to do it the manga/comic way. That's why it was moved to the DA major.
All in all, for those who are planning to study Illustration at T**, pls consider properly whether is it Illustration or Digital Animation that you want, since half of Illust subs was moved to DA.
Stressed no?! =.=
p/s: Yay, im playing Black Rock Shooter the game... and yesh, i officially moved from my Acer to my Mac. hurrhurr XD
lotsa love, L.
