loneliness.
Its been 3 days that i have not been scolded or yelled at by my parents.
Yea, because im being a lone wolf now, silencing myself from the world and from them. Its a good thing, i guess, since im not being scolded.
Like i said before, i have been scolded at recently for things that i have not done or said. So i decided from that day onwards, i am not gonna speak or show any emotions towards my family.
It worked.... and i survived 3 days of no scolding.
Though Dad is suspicious of my act and has been trying to ask me what's going on but i ignored the question.
Throughout all the years, i have always been tough~ tough on myself, tough on the outside kinda thing. But the truth is, im never tough, inside.
You may see me chatting away happily or maybe even just happily chilling out. Well, looks can deceive you. Sometimes(most of the time) im just too down to let my emotion show.
Why waste energy and time letting people know you're down and having them console you? Why bother at all actually? I rather keep it all in here and suppress them. Why worry others when you can keep it all to yourself right?
Anyways, im not here to bring down the atmosphere. Been busy with artworks lately, especially for CF artbook and my own stuffs.
However, most of my stuffs are just doodles cos i have to focus more on the CF artbook.
Also, i've finished Kore wa Zombie desu ka, and am obsessed with Hellscythe and Seraphim. They're soooo pwetty and owhsome. (>3<) So here's a doodle i did on them.
rough sketch
final (1 hr doodle)
Wanted to try drawing characters with specs. Thought i give it a try.(30mins doodle)
BTW, am now playing the 3rd Birthday by SquareEnix. So yea, do you mind? shooshoo~ *runsbacktogame* XD
lotsa love, L.
