Oh, this is just another random life rant post.
Like the title said, "childish am i"? Yes, sometimes i wonder myself too, am i still too childish despite my age and all? Its not my fault that i sound childish at times. T___T
I got some comments from some peeps who were reading my blog. I got quite a few laughs from the comments. They thought i was about 15 years old. I WISH!!
Yes, i do wish i was still 15 and remain that way. Never growing up kinda thing, u know; like Neverland. I know this sounds weird but Peter Pan was my idol when i was young and he still is now. XD
Why they thought i was 15. Cos by the way i express stuffs in my blog. Ok ok, i understand that. But i thought if i were to sound like my own age and talk about all my art and manganimes, it wont sound as fun/interesting.
Therefore, i thought i jazz it up a bit. Not trying to sound like an adult.
For my friends, they kinda think that all these anime stuffs are freaking childish. They dont get the whole manganime thing like i do. So does that means im childish? I dunno, u be the judge. TT__TT
I dunno, really. When i hang out with my friends, we kinda lose communication. Its not the same anymore.
I cant talk to them about anime and they dont either. And they talk to me about stuffs i dont find interesting either. So what? Am i losing friends in the process here?
Whatever... sometimes i wonder, who needs them anyway. Im not bound to this tie called friendship. I give face, of course but if it crosses the boundary then im sorry. i rather be a lone-wolf!
I have been thru too much to be bound to this tie. U betray me, u're off. U backstab me, u're off. There goes the trust line. U have cross the blardy hell of boundaries. That is what made me not to trust anyone.
People keep their enemies closer but i keep my friends closer cos they might harm u anytime. If u're a true type of friend, then u're worth my time. But its rare nowadays, to find that TRUE friend.
I would rather stay home with a good book. What's greater than reading a book peacefully or even better, mingling around with my arts.
So yet again, i apologize to u guys who thought i was a 15yrs old while im not. Sorry if i disappoint u. XD I am proud to be an otaku and am not ashame to show it. If u have a prob with it, then buzz off.
But this is who i am. i respect u for who u are, so i hope u do the same for me.
p/s: btw, i ♥ being a childish brat. But maybe sometimes i need to limit them eh? Lolx~
